So the first night of our double bill, We Three Kings, and A Glass of Nothing is tonight at the Marlborough. Till the evening comes, I feel in limbo. We’ve had long rehearsals over the last few days. Our tech rehearsal in the Marlborough Theatre was last night. It certainly focuses your mind and clenches the bowels when the stage is lit and dressed, and people are in costume. It is the first performance of We Three Kings so tonight is slightly terrifying. I’m very confident in A Glass of Nothing however, which helps.
There are still a few seats available on the door should lovers of dark comedy want to come on impulse. The Marlborough Theatre deets are here.
Being in The Marlborough theatre reminded me of the first time I went there about seven years ago. I snuck onto the stage, and just soaked up the atmosphere of the empty theatre. Unexpectedly, I had a powerful feeling of homecoming.
My first flirtation with writing for theatre was with my friend Timothy Gallagher. It culminated in us staging plays we had written at the Water Rats Theatre in London. Tim was like an infuriatingly talented older brother. But as his death loomed (of AIDs at the age of 37) I shelved my work and focused on helping him stage his own plays. Sometimes he would check out of hospital, get a cab and perform at a venue I’d helped sort out, then go back to the ward. His performances, seen by very few, were electric.
I took me about fifteen years to realise I had been experiencing survivor’s guilt. I didn’t understand at the time, why I was no longer able to face theatre or even poetry readings for about ten years. So I will be thinking of Tim tonight, but in a happy way. And thanking my lucky stars that I worked my way back to theatre again. I don’t think I’ll ever tire of witnessing an entire world being conjured up on stage. It an act of magic. And when people are laughing at a line you’ve written, to be the writer sitting in the audience is a fine thing.
A snap from rehearsals two days ago. James Kuszewski fascinating Beth Symons with a walking stick.